there to listen to my problems. Why am I always alone?
I hate my life. The stress my uncle, my dad, my teachers in school, and my voice teacher puts on me is too much. Not to mention myself.
My dad wants me to maintain the house, cook, clean, blahblahblah.
My uncle wants me to go to COH and voice lessons and stop going to class council and any other extra curricular things.
My teachers, although not directly to me, give so much homework.
Gigi wants me to keep on coming to COH on Mondays, private voice lessons on Saturdays, and now come to her Tuesday class and the Music Workshop every month.
Then there's me, who WANTS to continue singing at the hospital, getting voice lessons, staying for class council, keeping up in my club presidency, cleaning up the house, taking care of my poor and becoming-cripple dad, and STILL getting a 4.5 gpa at the same time.
Stress. Stress. Stress. It was fine for me when all these were just options. But when I HAVE to do all this? I can't handle anything. My two best friends are distant from me. Nobody is thereeeee.
I'm screaming louder than I ever have for help, and nobody can hear me. I need somebody. Preferrably, you.
Monday, November 10, 2008
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