Hello world!

I feel like I've become a stranger to the thing I used to obsessively spend all my time on. I guess it's a good thing though that I have better things to do than sit at this computer desk, randomly posting bulletins on Myspace and such.
So Sunday, my daddy took me to this exhibit called "Body Worlds: The Story of the Heart". It was the most sickingly amazing thing I have ever seen. They had real human parts that were donated in there all covered in plastic to be preserved. I swear, they had every single organ, and even all the blood vessels in the face perfectly intact. Oh and they had fetuses that died before being born and I started crying SO HARD, because they were put up in progressive order, and in the 9th week, they had a formed body already and I felt so bad as I kept walking down the exhibit, looking at the 20+ week old babies. Gosh, but anyway, my dad made me go so I would be exposed to the different types of medical fields I may want to take a career in, and after that exhibit, NOOOO way am I becoming an organ specialist.
Okay, so today, there was the Cultural Connection meeting when everyone had to vote for the club officers, and I was nervous like crazy before talking. I don't know why, but it always happens to me. I get nervous when publicly speaking or solo performing and then I enjoy it, but I'm still nervous while doing whatever i'm doing, until the end when I'm like, "DARN! i wish i could keep on going" Haha, I did terrible, I didn't even say I'm in four honors classes and I sing to cancer patients at City of Hope. Blah, well I just came from COH rehearsal and now I have to finish Beeken and chemistry homework. iloveyou! :)