I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me.

I visited my grandma in the hospital. She got moved out of ICU (Intensive Care Unit) so I'm so glad. When I went up to her room alone, I brought red carnations with me and a get well soon card. My Nana Sacing was up there too, and when I walked in, Lola Ching was sleeping. I couldn't help but feel so overwhelmed with guilt for not coming to see her sooner. I wish I could've stayed longer, had my dad not been waiting in the lobby for his turn to go up (2 people in the room at a time). So yeah... She's going to be alright, I know it. When I saw her in the bed with those beeping IV machine thingies (or whatever you call them), she felt so fragile and I didn't want to do anything to wake her up. I just wanted to hug her and tell her I love her. Lola, please be okay.


On another note, a little piece of advice.
If I mean something to you, then say so.