Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Bulletproof loneliness.

I want to say something, and although I speak most of my mind on this blog, it won't be right if I just type it out here without telling the person it regards first. Sigh. Talk about a pang. I was so excited, so anxious. I was screaming in my head, "YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and thennn, -poof-! Nothing! NOTHING!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'M SUCH A FAILUREEEE!

LOL, well that made my day... Sigh. So I'm sick. Still. I can feel it getting worse each day. Please, please, I hope I get better before my Pasadena Pageant interview. Speaking of which, tomorrow, Alfredo and I are having a photoshoot for my pageant pictures that I have to bring this Sunday. Sigh.

I've been sighing a lot.
Last year, I used to loveeee Between the Trees. Now I'm getting into them again. "Yesss I like youuuuu. I don't love you. I can't love you... Or at least I do not think I do... yet."

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