I never get blog comments anymore.

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Sigh.




So yesterday = Tiffany Chao, Hannah, Therese, Rafael @ Tap. Met Richie, AJ (:D), Jonas (brothers HAHA). AJ's personality is like... hot danggggg. (Culinary arts school?!?!?! AHHHH!!!! <3) They believed we were juniors. Played games. Did a puzzle. Went to Puente Hills Mall. Then home.

I realized I haven't been going home before 6 for the past two weeks or so. Like it's either, hanging out with friends or class council or babysitting or something else. But yeah. I like it. It's been keeping me away from misery, which is just about my biggest company at this very moment.

I'm so confused. You know it REALLY hurts that I have no idea what's going on in their heads. Like... am I seriously the only one that doesn't have a secret?!?!? I tell everythingggg on this blog. EVERYTHING. There is nothing about my life of some importance that I keep to myself, and what do I get in return? "Mystery" and "not-knowing-what-you're-thinking" and "Diana = UGHHHH!!!" A dear friend of mine was once very recluse towards me and when I told him to open up to others like me and tell everything they're feeling/doing/etcetc, he said, "Don't you think if you keep talking to me about everything YOU'RE doing, I'll open up?" OBVIOUSLYYYY, that approach didn't work because he isn't telling me what the heck he has to tell me, even though he's been bugging me about it since the beginning of FEBRUARY! UGHALHGFLASJFASLDFKH.

I'm generally not an angry person. I'm more of the type to be melancholy and calm when I'm upset. But today I'm just pissed.

Seriously, I think I have carpal tunnel syndrome or something. My right wrist has been hurting like CRAZY all week, and the end of my ulna, the elbow bone that connects to your pinky, juts out more than the ulna of my left arm does. IT HURTS!!! I THINKKKK it's because I've been super lazy with my piano posture for the past month, cause this whole week, when I've tried to play with my right hand with correct posture, it's been so hard! I think I've changed the whole alignment of my hand or something. Meh, I'm going to get an x-ray this week, so hopefully it can be fixed.

Oh, and my back has been hurting for the past two weeks too! UGH, WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY POSTURE!!! I think it's cause I stopped doing inner reiki, what with all the things I've been up to lately. No patience at all... Bah. I'm losing myself!