Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Sirens...

Lol, so I clicked on "New Post" and thought of a line from a Fall Out Boy song, but I just thought of this song called Sirens by The May Fire. I find it hilarious because half the song lyrics is basically the one word, "SIRENNNSSSS".
So today I checked my Truth Box again, and see, normally I reply to the things I get in there. So someone replied to one of the things I said, and he called me an attention whore. And that kind of got me thinking. You know what? Yes I am. I guess. Haha. I know I can be a lot worse, like I can be ten times more outspoken and rowdy, like Shereen. HAHAHA, but I don't see that as a bad thing!!! Shereen is a wonderful attention whore, and I know she won't even take that term into offense because she's way cooler than half the people that get that thrown at them (most girls who hear that would be like WHAT? NOOO I AM NOT. I HATE YOU BLAHBLAHBLAH, but Shereen's the most I-don't-care-what-stupid-thing-you-have-to-say-with-me person in the world :D). You gotta express some personalityyy, baby! Hahaha. Attention whore is just a bad connotation of expressive, outgoing, and lively. There definitely is a difference between obnoxious and outgoing, and it's all in the eyes of the beholder. I always have fun with these truth box comments that say "mean" things, because they are just SO true, and although the words they use are meant to be "insulting", it's really just a synonym to a better connotative word. Take for example, if I say a person is a wallflower (which I would never say cause that's just mean). That would be the BAD. In replacement, a person could just be timid (which I see as neutral), or maybe sweet, considerate, and well-controlled. There's a bunch of way to see things, and I just laugh at people who don't LIKE other people.

There's not many people (not many teenagers) who can forget the flaws in a person and see the things they're beautiful inside and out for. In inner reiki, you learn to FEEL other people's personality. I believe that it all truly shines through. I tried searching for my aura (it's supposed to be blue) on my skin, but I'm not the best clairvoyant so I barely saw a lining. They say that the less stressed you are, the more you release your soul instead of keeping it all inside, the more your aura shines through. Like, when you're happy, TRULY happy, your aura gets bigger and bigger and others FEEL it. I DO feel it when other people are happy. The atmosphere changes, according to these auras, and emotions are let out in the process. I actually haven't read further into the book my dad has on it, but I sort of believe that inner beauty is just the same. It shines through. And you can feel it radiate off a person when they're genuine. People need to learn to see that blue shadow radiating off others, and if they can't, then they should at least try. I meant that all figuratively, by the way, cause I'm pretty sure nobody I know is clairvoyant, haha. But yeah... Stop thinking about a person's flaws and start seeing the many traits in others that make them themselves. Because we're all beautiful, inside and out. And I will pray for whoever called me an attention whore that they will soon learn to overlook the broken fence and see the flowers.

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