Friday, February 6, 2009

Just off the key of reason.

So I didn't come to school today. Again. Turns out that my dad wasn't going to let me anyway. So I stressed over SR2Q's for nothing. But anyway, the reason I didn't even remember them was that, yesterday morning, I started reading Breaking Dawn. And today, well, as of 5:58 pm, I'm at page 670. Obviously, I'll finish the book by tonight (maybe not before 8 because I'm babysitting). But yeah. Sigh.
Today was somewhat disappointing. In ways that I wouldn't like to share on my blog because it's a girl thing - no, nothing to do with menstruation - just something that girls (or people, for that matter) talk about rather than what unknown blog readers would see online. I'm a little confused myself. Actually, I'm mad confused, or else I wouldn't be thinking about it this much.

Sigh. Valentines' Day is in one week, five hours, and fifty-eight minutes (at the current moment that I'm typing this). I probably won't be able to bear it, but oh well. Another night with ice cream for me. OH, DID YOU KNOOOW, I GAINED TWOOO POUNDS IN THE LAST TWO WEEKS!!! I know I sound like I'm overreacting because it's only two pounds, but still... I shouldn't be gaining weight!!! Well, I should, since I've been sick and been eating about three buckets of mint chocolate chip ice cream a week. Wow, that was stupid to not see it coming. Okay, but still. I refuse to see my weight go over 105 lb. So I was 101 two weeks ago... and 103 now... boy, I should starting going back to school and attending aerobics before I get to 105. I was playing Wii Fit here at the house that I babysit, and my BMI went up since before I got sick (how I found out I gained weight). I hate it!!! It says I'm like, 1/3 of the Just Right section, but I don't want to be 1/3 of it!!! I wanna be... like 1/6 or something. Or wait. NO. I DON'T CARE ABOUT WEIGHT. I care about inches!!! My arms and tummy LOOK fatter too. Yeah, I need to lose the fat .___. Okay, enough useless ranting. Hmm... why do people blog anyway? I started cause I thought that it would be an easier way to journalize the day, a diary. But if I'm going to type all this dumb stuff in, what's the point? Am I really going to come back fifty years from now and read all my posts? Okay, well I

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