I don't have a halo over my head. I don't call my mom frequently. I get into fights with my dad. I don't visit my aunt as much as I should because I'm always busy with school. I don't spend as much time with my grandparents as I should. I joke around with my friends by insulting them. I'm a MEAN person. Again, I am a MEAN MEAN MEAN person. I have no issue. I am who I am. I just embrace every little bad thing about me, and I don't mind if everyone dislikes me for it, as long as they know that they dislike me for being me. I have become such a terrible person since the beginning of this year. I (honestly) think it's because I've been talking to Atik a lotttt since we have two classes together, and he's such a meanie, that his insults and cynicism just rubbed off on me sometime during the past few months. I try, and try to be a better person, but for now, I will accept that I'm not perfect, and nor will I ever be.
On that note, I have the sudden urge to go to Universal Studios and buy kettle corn... After having some of Rj's today, I just... really want some right now. Okie dokie, it's midnight. I should sleep now. Heartttt. Hurtingggg. Ouchouchouch. :|
Friday, March 27, 2009
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You sure the heart pain is normal? Heart pain = stress and sadness are very closely related. You might have heart palpitations. I read up that people can actually die of heartbreak (the emotion one of course! LOL... but perhaps when you're old) because they're just so shocked and sad that their hearts just stop. :[
I FOUND IT.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Takotsubo_cardiomyopathy
Oh Vivienne, why must you be so adorable. I'm pretty sure it's heart palpitation. I haven't had one in so long. Disappointment returns ONCE AGAIN to my life. Am I a terrible person?
No, there are so many more terrible people in the world. LOL. Generally, because I mostly everyone terrible, including myself. However, stress does affect the heart muscles. I have my own heart pain occasionally from stress. I've actually found staying away from blogging can help a person feel better. Once you blog, you tend to dwell. At least I do. :<
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