Save me, I'm lost.

You can't believe how disappointed I am in myself. I started making posters for my campaign today, but I only did one... in two hours. Every time I think about how I only did ONEEEE, I can just feel my self-esteem degrading. I'm a little worried I won't win also... I made a list of people I know that said they'd vote for me, and I only got up to 134 people. I know a whole lot more people that I haven't talked to about it yet, but still... I don't know. Some of them probably won't even bother to vote because "the line is too long" or they just "don't care". Gahh... Obviously I have the honors kids' votes, and more than half of the sophomore visual arts votes (dance/all male, drama, colorguard, band), but I think I need to appeal more to the athletics. Celene made a good point about that when I asked her about my chances. I still feel pretty confident, though. Still... the whole one poster thing made me feel terrible. I still DO feel terrible. Ughhhhh. I need to work harder. Workworkworkworkwork. I love my class. I love my school. I need to show that I am one hundred percent dedicated to this.

Keep your chin up, Diana.