My tears run down like razorblades.

Today at registration, I spent most of the time either crying, complaining, moping, or just being sad. Tweety borrowed Bao's iPod and later on she was talking to other people while I was idly sitting looking miserable, so she took off her earphone and I pumped up the volume. I was listening to Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade, and I was just resting my head on the table so I didn't bother to change the song, and so the next song was It's Not Over. And then I started bawling. Depressing...
I saw you today. :] I wasn't even looking at that direction, but the moment you came around the corner and started walking towards ASB, I felt so excited. I was smiling, waiting for you to come around. And I felt my heart pumping out of my chest. And when you came by my tent, I went ballistic. You hugged me inside the Media Center when we were waiting for your books, and I felt so... euphoric. I missed that hug. But then Miss Rivera... Ugh. Hahahah. Anyway, once we sat down, I was so scared I was going to start crying, I couldn't talk. I had to get out. I felt happy that you were in my presence, but still miserable that I couldn't tell you I love you. I couldn't do the things I used to do, like hold your hand, and rest my head on your shoulder, or wrap my arms around your body with your arm on my shoulders. I couldn't kiss your cheek or give you tiny Eskimo kisses. And later on when you said bye to me when you were about to go to your session, and I looked you in the eyes, you didn't look at me the same. I'm nothing to you. I'm just a burden you had to worry about. Your letters, when you said you'd be a wreck without me, and you'd never leave me... You lied. It's okay. Everyone lies. I just actually believed you.

It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade
Taken - Brightwood
Fix You - Coldplay <--- can you sing that to me? <3