Saturday, August 22, 2009

When I'm with you,

I feel like the happiest person in the whole world. When we forget about the world and just it's just us. I remember when you told me you wished you can just keep me and hide me from the world. Haha, and when you said you could just keep me in your backpocket and save me for later. Hahahah. Oh... how I love you... Today, when I had to go somewhere, just anywhere to keep my mind off all the problems, I came to you, even if it had everything to do with you. But it felt nice. And when you kept your hand on my shoulder... Haha. You! On a sadder note, when we watched those Thinking Of You covers, I just couldn't help but cry. "Cause when I'm with [her] I am thinking of you." I don't ever want to know that you think of her when you're with me. That breaks my heart so so so much. And when you called me love and touched my hand, my heart was racing and I couldn't do anything but pretend like I didn't care. But just doing that I can't do.

Bah... Now that I'm not in your company, I'm depressed again.

SIGH. I need to be around you to feel okay again, to feel happy again. My heart weighs a ton without you, but when I'm you, I forget all the problems I've ever been through and my heart feels light again. LOinVE.

Oh, and you're five year-old baby cousin is so adorable. :]

The person you were today was the same one I fell in love with. You're still you, you're still the Dillon I know. You don't know how unbelievably happy that makes me. Cause that means we still have SOME hope. No matter how low the percentage is, it makes me glad to know that there still is hope.

This song always makes me feel better.

So baby don't worry you are my only
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only no need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Even if the sky is falling down

Fly With Me - JB
Down - Jay Sean (Again)

I love you. I love you. I love you. :]
Even if we aren't together, you'll always be my baby. Always and forever. I love you beyond forever.

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